So many mother fucking times
I have had to close my blinds
Emotionally corrupt and standing alone
In a messed up and broken home
Not quite knowing where peace stands
Listening to people tell me with their hands
That I have this answer inside
One that terrorizes me and tears me wide
Open, leaves me with nothing
Even when I just try to bring
Everything to the table, I speak with my voice
My solitude laughs and mocks my choice
TO fight and to be free
Flipping off the world, just to be
A little more than what they say I can
Fighting and making sure they know I'm a man
So many people just tell me to be happy again
But how with so much darkness can I win
This sick and twisted game of fear and sin
With so many people not knowing how its been
That won't even hear, my quiet and simple voice.